nah man...willpower

my lifestyle is always being called into question. my parents. my exboyfriend. my cousin. thats what i think of when i think of the west coast. who i used to be. miserable all of the time. quiet. kept to myself, kept it all in. let it fester. i kept those things quiet & they were okay with that. you want to know why i moved all of the way out here? because i was miserable every day. there are moments of weakness, but every day that i am out here, i am genuinely stoked to be alive. every time i see the mountains. every time i journey out on my own. its embedded in every plan i make, every thought i form. it was the most selfish thing ive ever done, i get that. & i would never mean to hurt those i love the most. but no, im not the same, & hopefully i never will be. it was awful. this isnt.

fiesta mazatlan randoms

i know i know its getting a bit cobrasnake in here lately, but if my liver is putting up with it, so then can you. tonight is night six, heres the rundown from where i left off:

five - theme: molly
mollys house / way east capitol hill (21st ave)
six - st patricks day
la cantina y cocina on broadway
seven - undecided
bentons house / belmont & pine
eight - BBQ!
my roof ! / broadway & olive

okay okay these surfaced today:



my samus<3







mollybear!!



it appears as though jamie & i are having a very serious squabble.


daniel!

cuties! katherine & stephen


the dark stallion!

textmonster!


kristin of samus!

fiesta mazatlan night 5

eagle rare. today i procured the best bottle of whiskey imaginable. it has a cork, & an eagle etched into it, so i mean. its five thirty & im refusing bed. because then i have to deal with thethings right before me! & id rather not. cant a girl cuddle & sleep & that could be that? it seems like everything just gets muddled up. for real. so im doing this, smoking on my balcony, feet getting wet, mewithoutYou, remember that phase in your life when that really impacte d you? i mean really. added to our slate, for friday: rehab.

fiesta mazatlan nights 1-4

the first stretch of weeklong party has been pretty epic. 

one - kickoff 

steves house / broadway & fir near the international district 

two - southend! 

jasons house / rainier avenue deeep in south seattle 

three - bowie dance party 

lucas' house / 26th & aloha capitol hill 

four - POOL PARTY 

caseys house / the central district 

samus<3



hopelessly lost in south seattle





@lucas' bowie vs. bjork danceoff









we partied on south holden street! just for you holden.
weve conquered so much of the city, & its only monday.